It has been more than a week since my mum passed away.
She passed away on 4 Dec 2012, Tuesday in the morning around 6 plus.
The moment of her last breath was with all her children surrounding her, holding her hands, a moment that i can never forget. She complaint of cold hands and feet on Monday but little did i know that she will leave us so soon as we still has confidence in her after hearing what the Chinese doctor has said. The Chinese doctor speaks confidently in helping my mum fight with her cancer cells which liven up our dull mood after mummy has went for operation to extract the fluid from her bloated stomach. I am still so young and didn't take the condition of my mum as very seriously because mummy had cancer for so long i just thought that it will get better until the day she left me, I'm scared of cancer.
Even though many stories of people die because of cancer has been told, when the situation does not happen to me i don't feel the pain and now that it has happened to me in reality my heart pains every time i think of my mummy.
Thoughts of the time we spent together, thoughts of all the things we plan to do together, places we want to go after you get better, furniture that you want to change, years that we are going to spend together, the last time we went to this place and even the last time i called you mummy...etc..
i will try my best to move on but mummy will always be in my heart... I love you mummy and i hope you are living well now and bless all of us. One day, i will join you as well.
Thanks for all the care, concern and love you gave me and those precious memories you left me with. <3 font="font">3>