can you believe it.
i just type a long piece of compo expressing how i feel and what i think and i just deleted it?
cos i'm feeling down today and i'm sorry baby that i actually spoil our mood to talk tonight...
yep, i guess thats just life.. no point saying it or expressing it out when you know nothings going to change.
as the saying goes, life is unfair but i just wish that at times god might be lenient and knowing so much lousy things has happen and bring some joy or surprise to me.
at this point of time, i just wished that i will grow up fast to the age where i'm already a working adult and noone will keep asking if i'm studying or working COS I F HATE TO STUDY AND I DONT HAVE ANY INTEREST IN ANYTHING! call me useless whatever you like i'm born with a pea brain anyway.
i have a dream, to work in a job i enjoy and to earn lots of money! like 4 or 5x my current will do... i know, its just a dream who cares if its really going to happen, right?
last words before i sleep,
pls let miracle happen!!