i cry before i slp, cried during my dreams and cry when i open my eyes.
even everywhere when i think of the hurtful fact.
i could not do anything
but only pray for her to be happy and go on shopping spree for newyear with her again.
i know its useless to cry for it cant change anything, dad wants us to unite and be strong
this might be yet another tough test for all of us and NOONE can give up in the course cos she's strong so we must be stronger.
i think about the news about youngsters committing suicide for no reason, committing suicide is a choice not a must. so why are they so silly? so silly when people who are sick are dying for yet another brighter day.
no, no one is dying here. everything will be fine, my whole family will be fine and healthy as,
the sun shines after the rain...
i will pray, pray that nothing will happen and everything will be right!