FAIL..
is the word for my mid-yr.
no mood to talk either. i'm such a f bitch. nv study nw sad. i got no one to blame but myself. so pissed when my fren passed for her eng and she talk talk talk. like she fail like that. but every things fine.
i'm not gona end my life here. i'm jus trying to look for the hardworking girl back then, having no regrets for her results after seeing them. instead i wan to be relieve that i actually put in effort and my efforts had paid off.
where is she?.
i dono how to face my parents la. so angry with myself. i wana do well... i wan to be the apple of their eyes. but having a sis that scores like 70 and ABOVE for all her subjs. its close to impossible.
ok, since mid yr is OVER. i cant keep looking back and blame myself.
forward looking should be wad i should do now.
i jus need a break. hopefully get on track in no time..
technically i should not go clubbing and play too much games until o's.
so we shall see....