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my leg is long, my body is very short. but i look short anw.
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It has been more than a week since my mum passed away.
She passed away on 4 Dec 2012, Tuesday in the morning around 6 plus.
The moment of her last breath was with all her children surrounding her, holding her hands, a moment that i can never forget. She complaint of cold hands and feet on Monday but little did i know that she will leave us so soon as we still has confidence in her after hearing what the Chinese doctor has said. The Chinese doctor speaks confidently in helping my mum fight with her cancer cells which liven up our dull mood after mummy has went for operation to extract the fluid from her bloated stomach. I am still so young and didn't take the condition of my mum as very seriously because mummy had cancer for so long i just thought that it will get better until the day she left me, I'm scared of cancer.
Even though many stories of people die because of cancer has been told, when the situation does not happen to me i don't feel the pain and now that it has happened to me in reality my heart pains every time i think of my mummy.
Thoughts of the time we spent together, thoughts of all the things we plan to do together, places we want to go after you get better, furniture that you want to change, years that we are going to spend together, the last time we went to this place and even the last time i called you mummy...etc..
i will try my best to move on but mummy will always be in my heart... I love you mummy and i hope you are living well now and bless all of us. One day, i will join you as well.
Thanks for all the care, concern and love you gave me and those precious memories you left me with. <3 font="font">
but i dont get it why, if lets say that guy does not and have nothing to hide from their wife/gf then why do they deliberately make us feel like they HAVE STH! changing pw, deleting emails as soon as they finish reading, getting annoyed when their wife/gf try to see who they're smsing...etc.
its stupid right... cos if you think about it if there's nothing to hide then just let their wife/gf check as eventually, girls will get tired and still trust their other half unless there IS STH with the guy...
JEALOUSY- the big J that i hate
i know its stupid of being jealous when other girls tries to talk to my bf or "poke" him on fb, comment on some of the things he post or even sending him msgs that i dont know cos now theres sth called the Whatsapp which is so much more convenient to chat up, its nth right? they are just friends right?
but why will i get jealous?
ok, its time i learn to feel better abt myself and start trusting my bf. i hope its not too late....
i'll try but i need time.
will i learn to let loose?
will being loose make me lost someone i love?
so many question unanswered left so many things undone.
was reading through horse's horoscope for the year of rabbit and this is the most impt part!
Relationship :
The love sign is blooming for the horse this year. Be it single or married, there is a good chance to meet the opposite sex. This is a good opportunity for the singles to get a partner if they take initiative to display their charm. This is also a good year for couples plan for their marriage. Married couples will enjoy a sweet relationship this year but must still be wary of 3rd parties that may appear. Communicate any discontent you may have and do not let small conflicts affect your relationship.
omg, saw that?!
3rd parties, whoever you are you better dont touch my baby cos we will resolve any conflicts OK! nehnehnipupu.
overall, wealth is not bad can expect promotion or increase in pay but health is a no good. :((
yesterday was what i suppose an ordinary Monday "with reports due, a pile of papers stacked on my desk and answers to revert to fussy customers" turned fairytale. (:
i was home as usual, bathed, washed my face, brushed my teeth, stick my fringe back and put on pimple gel and typically waiting for my phone to ring so that i can talk to ♥. while waiting for his call i was talking loudly and joking to bro and sis on the dining table over a bottle of vitagen when suddenly........................................ ♥ appeared right in front of my living room giving me a heart attack!!! covering my jaw dropped mouth i didn know where to hide lah!
alamak, totally surprised me and i just couldn't stop hugging and asking why he didn tell me he's coming. his answer was a simple "i want to surprise you". that totally melted my heart cos his surprises is always the best, HIM! ((:
it doesn't necessary needs to be expensive gifts or roses lor.
hee.
xmasxmasxmas.
xoxo
can you believe it.
i just type a long piece of compo expressing how i feel and what i think and i just deleted it?
cos i'm feeling down today and i'm sorry baby that i actually spoil our mood to talk tonight...
yep, i guess thats just life.. no point saying it or expressing it out when you know nothings going to change.
as the saying goes, life is unfair but i just wish that at times god might be lenient and knowing so much lousy things has happen and bring some joy or surprise to me.
at this point of time, i just wished that i will grow up fast to the age where i'm already a working adult and noone will keep asking if i'm studying or working COS I F HATE TO STUDY AND I DONT HAVE ANY INTEREST IN ANYTHING! call me useless whatever you like i'm born with a pea brain anyway.
i have a dream, to work in a job i enjoy and to earn lots of money! like 4 or 5x my current will do... i know, its just a dream who cares if its really going to happen, right?
last words before i sleep,
pls let miracle happen!!
yay, we're both on leave tml meaning i get to see candyfloss on a lovely Friday afternoon. (:
besides whats better than to get tgt, talk, joke ard and see him laugh?
i hope nth much changes as time goes by.
anw, this sat is choco's bro's wedding!
cheers to the newly wed couple. (:
oh, its late. i need to slp.